#grumble, grumble…
27-Jun-94 09:44:55
Sb: #109571-#grumble, grumble…
Fm: David J. Marks 72172,1036
To: Mike White SunDog Pro. 72002,1010
>> Hi there I think it's a has to do with money. Some times it seem
>> worthless to do all this and not get reconized.
I think that's very true. Everyone here on the forum has made a significant
investment in hardware and software, and is working hard to pay the bills. Just
being active in the forum has a substantial price tag as well! Fortunately, I
use an off-line reader that keeps me to around $50 per month.
It appears that most of us on the forum are here for several reasons: technical
support, great utilities, job leads, new product info and good conversation
with our peers. Because there is a price involved, it does get frustrating
sometimes when we can't get what we need.
You mention recognition, which is something that I believe happens just by
virtue of being here. I have "met" dozens of people here on the forum, without
ever physically seeing or talking to them. It's funny when I hand someone a
business card and they say "Jeez, where have I seen your name before?" Artistic
or creative recognition I believe is a little harder to acheive. I've been
using 3DS since R2, and have finally gotten some local recognition. My demo
stuff has been circulating and word of mouth is getting around, but it has
taken a long time.
I'm finding that my "full-time" committment to 3DS work almost isn't enough for
me to really express myself artistically. I'm really getting sucked into
spending more time doing this stuff, and it's starting to show in quality. I
think doing this work for this long has turned it into a sort of PASSION. It
gets really scary to think that I spend more time some weeks with 3DS than with
my wife and daughter.
It's this very passion that I think adds to the tension here sometimes. I'm
sure everyone posting messages here generally means well, but their passion and
devotion to doing well with 3DS sometimes biases their messages. I started
this thread as a way to vent MY feelings, rather than getting pulled into the
more heated discussions. I've been sooo tempted to speak my opinion in some
threads, but then I back off after thinking about it some more. I hate to
detract from the real value of the forum. Besides, life is too short to waste
on some silly argument.
— Dave